Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Relinquish yourself to God - Day 15

This may sound like a religious proclamation except that I have no religion in mind nor do I have any concept of what/who God could be.  Could he/she be one entity or many?  Does he/she have any direct influence on my life or simply an overall influence?  I have no idea.  All I know is that I don't control my existence and I can't simply believe my life is a series of random, Darwinian events, not because I believe this couldn't be the reality.  No, simply because I prefer to believe in the existence of God than a random, unknown alternative.  I like to think my Dad is somewhere, my Grandma is somewhere, my father-in-law is somewhere and even my dogs are somewhere.  I know that's ridiculously optimistic but that's the wonderful thing about the unknown.  It's the unknown.  And with God, I can just let go and believe that he/she might be the motivator behind some of the decisions I make and the decisions made by others.  I can be more forgiving of myself and likewise, of others.  They make mistakes and so can I.    

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